Peggy "Greeneyes" Gilbert

Cooper got his second tooth today!!

2010-01-07T20:47:00.002-06:00

Cooper got his first tooth on Saturday December 19, 2009. I knew it was coming because of the tons of drool and during that week I noticed more swelling in that area. That morning was busy with packing, getting ready, and traveling to Maplewood to my parents. Sometime later that day we were hanging out in the living room and I mentioned that Coop would soon be getting his first tooth and sure enough as I was talking a decide to take a peek and there it was!! Just breaking through I could see and feel that little guy. His first tooth was his front bottom left one.

Well Well now we have the arrival of his second tooth, Coop now has his two bottom front teeth!! Yippie!!

A Little Late, but HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2010-01-06T18:48:00.003-06:00

I've been here lurking on everyones blog, but no much time to keep up on my own. I'll list a few things as a way to get started on where we've been and where we are. Nothing to indepth this time, but its a start. . . restart.

Cooper is now 7 months old and doing AWESOME!!

December 19th his first tooth broke through and is making great headway. I'm certain others are right behind. He made it look easy, no fussing, no temperature, no fever, just lots of drool.

Actually stayed up til midnight on New Years, Coop stayed at Grandmas.

Starting the New Year off by quitting Soda and Coffee. So far so good, a bit more moody in the mornings but getting adjusted.

Joined Biggest Loser Club!! Hoping to lose and keep off this belly bulge. I currently weigh 208 (sad thing is I was down to 190 in October, so I know it's not baby weigh, just a gluten).

Motivation: Sister, Lori, is getting married in July and I'm maid of honor.

Times up, Gotta get back to the family. Planning to keep things updated at least once a week.

Blessing to all!

3 months and sorry I haven't updated for awhile!!

2009-09-07T12:00:00.003-05:00

3 months old and this was the first smile we caught on the camera . . . shy guy!!

He's getting so big! I can't believe the changes he's going through!

Sorry I haven't updated for awhile. Just been enjoying every moment of motherhood and started back to work when Cooper was 4 1/2 weeks. Thank goodness for the salon in the house!

**Moms that have to go back to work and do daycare my heart aches for you**

Blessed to be so fortunate to work from home. Thanks to my clients understanding too!!

This is short but the best I could do for now!!

Take care all you waiting, preggers, new moms, and back-to-work moms!!

Cooper's delivery details and pics!!

2009-06-22T22:30:00.007-05:00

Finally I feel I have time to update. It seems like just yesterday everything took place and then again it seems like forever ago.

Lets go back to June 1, Monday. Nothing really unusal going on, me starting to feel really pregnant and up early that morning because I was pretty uncomfortable and the rest of the morning and afternoon kind of crabby. Wondered how I was gonna make it another 6 weeks being preggo.

Luckily work wasn't crazy and had just a few clients to finish in the evening. Two of my regulars (high school boys) came in for haircuts and just finished the first one and was taking off his cape while asking the second one what his haircut plan was and all of a sudden I felt this trickle. At first I thought I started to pee my pants and then the "GUSH". I quickly excused myself and dashed for the bathroom. Talk about bag of water, it seemed endless!! After a moment I peeked out the door and told the other stylist the situation and asked her to get my phone. Also gave a quick and already understood explaination to my waiting client. I called my husband who just happened to be two minutes away with my mom and sister (an RN). Talk about stunned, at first he didn't know if he heard me right! Off to the hospital I went, I even managed to call the Birthcenter to let them know I was coming and cancelled my last appt. before my family picked me up.

At this point, I'm definitely in shock knowing I was only at 34 weeks, but also knew that baby could survive at this point. Still shocked and scared for it all to be happening. No bag packed, no car seat, no idea of what to expect!!

They monitored me and immediately told be they were transferring me to Duluth (at this early they knew I needed and hospital with an specialized NICU). I used to work at this hospital for about 4 years so I knew their reputation.

Within an hour I was loaded up and on my way to St. Mary's 80 miles away. DH couldn't come in the ambulance, poor man had to drive himself while my mom and sister ran to our house to pack a bag for the both of us!! Halfway to Duluth the ambulance broke down and I was picked up by another ambulance. Kind of funny sitting in a gas station parking lot waiting to be put into another ambulance. What must have people be thinking watching that?!?

I forgot to mention the best thing was that I wasn't having any contractions (that I could feel). Before I left for Duluth I was dilated about a fingertip. The rest of the trip was uneventful. Got to the hospital and settled into my new room. Doc came in to examine and give us a rundown of what was going to happen next.

They gave me some meds to help ripen my cervix and in the morning they would induce if I wasn't in labor on my own. One last thing they mentions was the event of an emergency C-section. I was also given an ambien to help me sleep through the night.

DH slept just fine (snoring even). I was anxious and excited to think that with all my issues of low lying placenta they were gonna let me go naturally. WRONG! At 4:30 AM I woke up and had some pain (not at all what I thought a contraction felt like) I got up to go to the bathroom and noticed alot of blood. Still didn't know what to expect with delivering naturally I didn't think anything was wrong. I called the nurse for a new bed pad because of the blood and they came in calmly and changed it, made me lay down and checked my cervix right away.

Nurses converstation:

Nurse 1: What is the cervix at?

Nurse 2: Four? I don't know.

Nurse 1: Whats the read on the cervix? (confused)

Nurse 2: Odd.

Nurse 1: Odd??

Nurse 2: We need the Doc.

Me... still in shock ... and confused since there was no mention of "ODD" in our birth classes.

Doc comes in, quickly gloves up and I'm in for the hurt of my life. Talk about pain!! They threw the oxygen mask on me and had two nurses hold me down. Doc had to feel all the way to baby's head and I was only dilated to 4. Oowwiee!

The next thing I hear is a calm . . . Code Red.

Within seconds I was loaded up with everything and in the operating room before I knew it.

The worst part here was that DH was left in the room by himself after witnessing all the blood and pain. His side of the story breaks my heart more than what I went through. By the time my mom and sister got back to the hospital, Cooper was already delivered.

The C-section went fast initally, and Cooper James was born at 5:09 am June 2. I was pretty calm (in shock) til I heard his crying and then I bawled!! I was so relieved and they quickly held him for me to see before they took him away.

It seemed like forever to get put back together and sent to recovery. The recovery room was dim and I vaguely remember a little boy about 8 years old in there too. I wasn't nervous or anything and I wonder if they gave me something to calm me or if I was still in shock. Weird now that I look back on it.

After recovery they took me to the NICU (on the stretcher still) to see Cooper. This was my first look since the operating room. I was not prepared! He was temporarily on a C-Pap to help him breath.

The good news is by 2 that afternoon it was removed. Replaced with an IV in the top of his head (because it was the only place that worked for his tiny veins) and a nasal canula for oxygen. Still not prepared for seeing him this way.

Our first family photo!

Cooper James, 4 lbs 10 ozs, 18 inches long!

After 11 days in the NICU we finally got to take him home! How tiny he looks in his car seat.

Welcome home Cooper!!

At 20 days!

Today at three weeks old. I can't put him down or take my eyes off of him!

We are so in love with our little man and he was totally worth all we had to go through to welcome him into the world. We are so blessed and would like to thank all you out there for all your prayers and support!!!

He decided to come early!!

2009-06-04T19:14:00.002-05:00

Cooper James Gilbert is here! He was delivered by emergency C-section on June 2 at 5:09 AM, 4 lbs 10 ozs and 18 inches long. We are both doing well and I will have the complete adventure soon.

ABOUT 6 weeks left. . .

2009-05-31T12:08:00.002-05:00

I can't believe how soon our little man will be here. Right now I am still SUPER excited and only a bit anxious about the labor and delivery part. I figure I need to think less about HOW he gets here and keep the priority as to WHEN he is finally here. The pain and process will be what ever it needs to be.

DH noticed the slight beginnings of stretch marks on the underside of my BIG BELLY. I was hoping they would skip me this first time, but on the other hand the last time I wore a bikini, or showed by tummy in public was at least 10 years ago anyways!!

Getting more tired these days and need to take more breaks through out the day, feet have started to swell on occasion and hips are really starting to ache more. Another ache down there started on Friday, I assume its baby moving down.

Last ultrasound on Thurs only showed my placenta moved .4cm. The Doc wanted at least 1 full cm. We find out more June 10, and I will update again on how that affects delivery (will he let me go "naturally" or C-section??)

Take care.

I AM HUGE!

2009-05-19T19:49:00.006-05:00

Wow! I am big, at 32 and 1/2 weeks I am on my way to getting some serious stretch marks soon (none yet). Yes, there is only one little boy in there!

At our last Doc appt last Thurs we found out that my placenta is slowly moving up and we are currently on the borderline of C-section or natural delivery. Now I'm getting more anxious realizing that I may have to actually push this little boy out myself. I can do it . . . right? **Just smile at me when I start to freak out :)**

Still feeling good and keeping up with work. Did throw in some breaks just to get through the days on my feet (starting to get some swelling towards the end of the day now).

Here's mine and DH's baby pics I copied and put in the nursery so we can see who he's taking after as he gets bigger.

The salon is coming along at a nice manageable pace.

Work in progress, what a mess!!

I'm still here . . .

2009-05-13T14:25:00.002-05:00

Just wanted to pop in and let you know I was still here. All is going well and keeping busy with all the prepping for our little man while taking care of work stuff and prebooking clients for next month.

We had a ultrasound on Monday the 4th and our little man is 3lbs. 1oz. already and looking good. My placenta is still low lying so we will find out more at our appt tomorrow morning.

Plenty of pictures (U/S, nursery and salon) to come soon.

Hope all is well with my expecting bloggers!!

Tick Tock

2009-04-15T13:35:00.003-05:00

I have just realized that time is not slowing down, it's speeding up. We have the nursery done and have started our childbirth classes (only 3 weeks left). *Tick* The salon is coming along nicely and might be done in May sometime. *Tock* Our last big project on our list is selling my house, my brother-in-law will be moved on by May 1st. We have some DEEP cleaning and some minor repairs to make before we put it out there. Now it is deciding between taking an easy route by getting a realitor or selling it ourselves. *Tick Tock*

We had a Dr. appt yesterday and got to do the one hour glucose test. Not bad, just drank a bottle of "orange pop" which tasted pretty good. My glucose came back normal so NO gestational diabeties (yeah!) Went over just a few questions with doc and discussed my last U/S. My placenta is slowly moving up just not out of the woods yet. Next U/S is May 4th, next OB appt is May 14th. *Tick Tock*

Feeling great, a little more tired at the end of my day but hubby has been wonderful! I've also experienced my first couple contractions (braxton-hicks), it seemed odd and at first I was in denial but DH felt my belly and noticed how hard it was too! They didn't last very long, and no pain or any other symtoms with it. Just felt weird, and silly enough to make me smile a bit realizing we are coming into the third trimester! *Tick Tock Tick Tock*

Nursery Pics!

2009-04-07T11:14:00.006-05:00

My mom came and helped all weekend with getting this task accomplished and now I love just going in there and wondering how it going to be when our little boy is finally here!!

We had to remove two borders (one that had been painted over, the other on top of that), then sand the edges between paint and where borders were, clean walls, paint walls, touch up and finally freshened up the trim to a lighter beige.

What a relief to have that done. Still have to get the dresser cleaned up, was going to paint it but instead I will just add new handles and knobs. Will add more pics with those updates.

Belly pics to come next time.

Lots of updates . . .

2009-04-05T10:16:00.005-05:00

A thoughtful and "loved" gift from Gramy Steph.

He loves it and says "rank ru"

We celebrated our 1st Wedding Anniversary on March 29th! Hubby and I agreed that with my birthday in March, his in April, putting in the salon, and getting ready for baby that we wouldn't do gifts for our anniversary. Well my hubby is sweet, so very smart and obviously knows just enough about women (me-especially) that he had to made some sort of romantic gesture . . .

I'll keep him!!

Had another u/s on Weds and still so exciting to see our little man (yes, reconfirmed 'It's a BOY'). My placents still is touching my cervix and we will know on the 14th weather it has made any progress or not.

Here are the lastest of our greatest!!

Working on the nursery and will have pics soon, I promise!! Went with a jungle theme and painting the walls Celery Sprig green, very light and bright. So far I really like it and will take the pics when we are done with the trim today!!

How do you keep up!

2009-03-18T21:20:00.004-05:00

I can't believe how fast time is flying by and I have lots to do before our baby boy gets here!!

We had another check-up yesterday and all is good. Amazingly my blood pressure is pretty low, which scared me at first when the nurse asked if that was normal for me. I never paid attention to the numbers and this one was 92/56. Doc reassured me that this was a good thing as long as I didn't have any bad symtoms such as dizzyness or fainting.

Next appt I get to do the one hour glucose test(gestational diabeties), Oh joy. Also we get another ultrasound (April 1st) to check on my placenta's hopeful rise. Right now it is only partially covering my cervix and we have plently of time for it to move. As I understand he wants an ultrasound every 6 weeks to make sure of its progress, but he did add that if it moves away from my cervix it won't "fall" back . . . sigh of relief.

Haven't gotten to the nursery yet. Work is still staying busy as ever and I've been keeping up just to make sure we have enough money saved for my leave. Being self-employed has its perks but no room for maternity leave.

We (my dad) has been working hard on getting the salon in our house so that when it is time to get back to work it will be a little easier. Here are a few pics of the progress. . .

This is the door to the salon coming from our dining room:

This is entering from the outside door looking to the right where the bathroom will be:

Panning slightly to the left to see the door from the dining room:

More to the left, where my station will be:

A better look at the window I get to look out all day as I work:

And finally, this is the view from my station to where the bathroom is and to the right of it is where the entrance from the outside will be:

I am soooo excited to see the progress and to know this is finally working out. I wouldn't be able to do this if it wasn't for my dad. He has been working hard so I can be home more with my little man and still earn a living. I can't thank him enough!! Also thankful that my Stephmom is patient and understands how much I need his help, while his honey-do list at home gets longer.

Ultrasound Pics!!

2009-02-26T09:37:00.006-06:00

What a great feeling to see the first pics of our little one! Everything is in the right places and accounted for. Healthy and on schedule! Its a great experience and hugh relief. Check out the pics . . .

Little Gibby's face and belly . . .

. . . side view of ribs and arm on the bottom . . .

. . . crossing legs . . .

. . . bottom of feet, blurred due to lots of moving. . .

. . . It's a . . .

Keep going!

Little more. . .

Almost there. . .

. . . BOY!!

We are thrilled and DH was still in shock hours after. It was so funny watching everything become more real for him.

Baby Gibby's heartbeat was 167 and heart looked great!

Only one thing that raises some concern, nothing that will affect baby, is that my placenta is on my cervix. Meaning that if it doesn't move up more then I will have to have a C-section. This is ok with me, as long as baby is not affected and pregnancy continues to go as well as it has been.

Now to get started on the nursery!!

What a great weekend!

2009-02-24T07:49:00.003-06:00

This week is flying by so fast that I didn't get a chance yesterday to post about my great weekend with the girls!!

I stayed at Ali's on Friday night and true to her word we we up by 6 AM to get ready and get on the road. We drove straight to the Mall of America, Carrie's daughter Keifer hadn't been feeling good all week and decided to take an early nap that was about 3 hours long (she really needed it, and we hoped it was a good sign she was feeling better). Poor Carrie finally got to meet us around 1 while K spend the day with Carrie's MIL and family.

We had a great day shopping and catching up.

Where I live we don't have many places to shop, Target and Walmart are pretty much it. Carrie took us to a couple shops and showed me all the things that I should or shouldn't have. It was so helpful and a bit overwhelming. Thank you, I am so grateful. I will definitely be taking a couple more trips down to check out more things.

She also gave me THIS link to another blog on baby needs products with the research already done. Check it out, its alot of the product Carrie showed me and many of which I plan on getting. **Carrie got me The Happiest Baby on the Block, and I have no doubt Jerry and I will need it.**

Ultrasound tomorrow!!

Quick update #2 . . .

2009-02-17T08:41:00.003-06:00

Check up yesterday went great. Baby's heartbeat is in the 160's still (maybe a girl??). He/she was kicking the doppler, everytime we would find the heartbeat you could hear this big swoosh or squelch. The way I was laying I couldn't really feel baby move but later that night I was sitting down waiting for my client and I got a couple thumps from him/her.

Our ultrasound is next week, like I figured. Weds, Feb. 25th in the afternoon!! I can't wait, super excited for the first real glimpse of baby!

Quick update . . .

2009-02-16T09:18:00.002-06:00

Today we have our Dr. appt. I really want to hear baby's heartbeat, it still makes me tear up a little. We also find out when we get our ultrasound. My wish is that it's this week but I'm sure I won't get in til sometime next week!

Looking forward to Friday and beginning of the weekend. I head to my BFF's (Ali, 85 miles away) on Friday night and then we leave from her house in Duluth to go to the Cities (another 180 miles) to hang out with Carrie and her fam. Carrie is over at Life in the Soupbowl, we all graduated from high school together and it's been so long since we've gotten to see each other. Man, how our lives have changes since that last time. Carrie is also PG and in just over 3 weeks ahead of me. We have so much to catch up on!!

Movement Moments

2009-02-09T09:15:00.002-06:00

This part of pregnancy is so far the best. I am starting to feel and discover new moves baby is making. Last week it was more of "bubbles" bursting, slowing turned in to quick flutters. The other night while I was finishing my last client, I turned on the hairdryer to style her and must have startled baby. It was quiet the flutter go across my belly under my bellybutton!! It stopped me in my tracks and I just had to giggle. I knew without a doubt that baby was making his/her presence know!!

I can't wait for more. The bubbles and flutters are going great and can tell baby is growing and slowly getting stronger but call me crazy . . . I want a good strong kick!! I want to see DHs face when he experiences the feel of baby moving and kicking.

17 weeks

2009-01-30T09:34:00.002-06:00

We are in the 17th week starting tomorrow! I am getting more and more excited. Evertime I see a baby I find myself imagining what ours will look like, how it will feel to be out with him or her, and watching DH be a father! Breathtaking already.

I have started to feel slight flutters and some faint "bubbles". It happens so quick that it stops me in my tracks and leaves me wondering and waiting for it to get stronger.

My new "diet" is going very well. Lots of fruits and veggies, soups, chicken and some sandwiches. Popsicles are my new fav desert. All it takes is for me to remember the pain of the gallbladder attack and the fact that I don't want surgery while I'm PG. Cutting out fats and oily foods is hard but knowing its for baby makes it so worth it. Bright side I won't have to lose 80 lbs.

Next appt is Feb 16th, then we will schedule the ultrasound. I've been checking Youtube for the weekly u/s videos. Can't wait for a glimpse of our little one and find out if its a boy or girl!!

Watching what I eat from now on!!

2009-01-21T12:37:00.003-06:00

Everything was going great on Monday until that evening. Had pizza for dinner and watched TV with DH. At first I thought maybe it was a little indigestion. Then my back started to ache, nothing out of the ordinary with my job leaning over the sink and cutting hair. Later my stomach felt like I'd swallowed a brick and pain went right through and connected to my back. I couldn't lay down, lay on my side, sitting up didn't help, nothing gave me relief. DH even tried giving me a back massage. Then came the vomiting and more stronger pain with no relief. Funny thing is I didn't think I needed to go to the ER, DH mentioned it so I tried to call the on call ER nurse . . . no answer. By now it's 1:30 am, still not getting better and in tears. I called my sister, RN and ER charge nurse herself, woke her up to tell her what was going on, her advice was obvious . . . go to the ER!!

Yep, gallbladder attack. Got a nice little (big, long) shot in the arm that wouldn't affect baby but made me feel better in minutes. Got to hear baby's heartbeat again too!! Finally got home at 3:30 (which really amazed me, very prompt service), and in my loopy stuper fell asleep painfree. Up at 7 am to go get ultrasound to verify gallstones, then home again. Took a nap, hungry but still to scared to eat . . just had water. Back to clinic at 2 pm for follow-up with my Doc.

I was still a little sore and very tired but managed to go into work to get a couple client done. Had a great nights sleep and feeling 98% better today. I got a little nausated from the medication but still better than the pain!!

Still afraid to eat much, toast with a little jelly, water, chicken broth. Nothing says "Change your diet" as much as gallstones. Hopefully if I watch what I eat I can avoid surgery til after baby is born. Bright side is that I won't allow myself to indulge anymore like I was doing and maybe I won't gain an outragous amount of weight like I was heading towards!!

15 weeks plus

2009-01-19T17:43:00.004-06:00

We had our 2nd OB appt today and it was much faster than the first. Got to listen to the heartbeat which put me on cloud 9 for the rest of today (and will keep me patient until our next appt). We are babysitting our nephew so he was with us at the appt. Mitch is a not so patient 7 year old but kept us entertained during the wait. After we asked him what he thought about hearing the heartbeat . . . "it was weird".

Baby's heartbeat was in the 160's and Doc found it right away! I am still so amazed at that wonderful sound which is the only thing (other than the expanding belly) that makes this so much more real. Up next I can't wait to start feeling the flutters and movement, hopefully I recognize it when it happens.

I am officially in maternity pants but still wearing regular shirts with longer tanks underneath.

In other parts of life, work has been steady. Its so great to keep busy with the way the economy is. Thank goodness people consider their hair appts as a necessity!!

The weather is starting to warm up, at least its above 0, not by much. I still love seeing the snow fall, it's very calming and keeps me inside to work on paperwork (trying to prepare taxes) ;P

Jerry and I had a date on Sat., went to "Grand Torino" with Clint Eastwood. Loved it. Very humanizing, some (ok, lots) of racial name calling, but it makes it more realistic. Has humor, grief, and "life purpose" aspects.

Finally, here are the first baby belly pics:

Coming to the end . . .

2009-01-07T14:13:00.002-06:00

of the first trimester!! Just a quick update, feeling great, energy is coming back and excited about our next appt with the doc in a week and half.

Its a great relief to have made it this far without any problems! I feel very lucky especially after seeing how my other pregger friends are doing and hearing the stories of past pregnancies!!

I'm starting to show, though sometimes I wonder if its just from the wonderful treats at Christmas!?!? I bought some maternity jeans and yoga pants (on sale) and after trying to wear them I realized I should wait a few more weeks.

Sleep is going well even though I'm a stomach sleeper and have been working on staying on my side through the night. The last month I have had a problem with insomnia. I usually awake at 2:30-3:30 AM and am wide awake for 2 or more hours. Leaves me a little tired right away in the morning but makes me ready for bed at 9:30 in the evening. I hope it gets better, but if thats the worst I'll be happy with it!!

Happy New Year!

2009-01-01T09:38:00.003-06:00

Pretty uneventful night for us! I did manage to stay up to watch New York ring in the new year, fell asleep, then woke up at 12:30 to give my DH a kiss . . . "Happy New Year", back to sleep.

Hope all of you, that had a glass of wine, champage, beer or shot for me, don't suffering too much in the celebration aftermath!!

Thanks to all of you making 2008 a great year to remember, and cheers to what memorial moments 2009 has in store for us!!

**Baby Gibby this is your year, and many joyous ones to follow!**

Hormones, Holidays, and Hope!!

2008-12-27T09:59:00.006-06:00

DH, MIL, FIL, and I went to "Marley and Me" yesterday and it was great, but bring tissues (especially if pregnant)!! All I kept thinking about was my Roscoe!!

The Greatest Dog EVER!!

I am super hormonally sensitive lately. For those of you who don't know me personally, even before I was pregnant I would cry at commericals and when I was younger I was not allowed to watch "Lasie, "Flipper", "Benji", or any thing with animals in danger or lost. Tears would flow at the thought of any of them getting hurt or killed. So can you imagine me now!?!?

I feel so much conflict after reading some of my other bloggers experiences. I am drawn back into the "what ifs" and "how comes". I've found that with my emotional state so very sensitive, it keeps me in check to the awareness of others' losses and my own blessings.

To Emilies family over at "Lemmondrops", her husband Steve and their two boys (2 years old and 9 months old) I am so sorry for the loss of her to cancer. Her blog, even though I had only been reading it for the last couple months, gave me a clearer understanding of the importance of daily life. Emilie and Steve's dedication also showed the strength of the faith they shared as a family.

And to my friend over at "Life in our Nutchell", Chell's miscarriage and the honest emotions she shares since then. I wish I could wrap my arms around them and make them feel whole again. I know this is not my purpose and this "well wishing" won't change anything, but I feel like I am only able to wave at them from the other side of these life events with pangs of guilt for how far I've made it so far. Yet they still have understanding and strength to say the best of prayers for the rest of our journey.

I always have those mixed feelings after the holidays. The relief of them being done and no more hussle and bussle, but the blahs of back to work and the daily grind. But this year I am so thankful I still have baby to keep me looking forward to 2009. I can't believe that I am at 12 weeks, it so surreal! Excited about having a baby bump, feeling the first kicks, my next u/s to "see" our little one, finding out if its a boy or girl, getting the nursery ready, anticipation of the arrival, and the homecoming. Cheers to 2009!

My hopes for 2009 are to quit, lose, and save.
QUIT taking my life and family for granted,
LOSE my would've, could've, should've attitude,
and SAVE my memories that have renewed my faith in god, people, and the future.

Happy HoliDAZE!!

2008-12-20T17:53:00.002-06:00

I am already exhausted and Christmas is still 5 days away!!

I had my first offical OB appt on the 10th the day we left to go up north to Lutsen. All is great and the best part is that I am not considered "high-risk"!! So I won't be having the amnio and other additional tests. We just went over the rest of what to expect over the next couple appts, had a pap, blood drawn, and urine. Pretty simple.

Lutsen was relaxing and great to catch up with everyone. Got some more great presents for the baby. Bibs, book, journal, and musical frog. So sweet that I would rather open things for baby than myself, but I did get some cute maternity tops from my brother (he drew my name, and my SIL helped)!!

**my pics from Lutsen didn't turn out, only had my cell camera, need one with zoom etc**

This last week has been HELL. This time of year is crazy for me at work, on my feet all day! Its great money, but hard to get everyone in which makes for some long days. Two more days left (Mon and Tues) then I can relax again for a little while.

Tomorrow we are headed to the cities, DH Christmas present from me is a trip down to the Vikings/Falcons football game! We set a limit this year so it worked out pretty good, at least it's something I know he wants and will enjoy!!

To all of you I wish the simple joys of being with loved family and friends. Happy Holidays!!

Relaxing . . .

2008-12-11T11:08:00.002-06:00

we are up north at Caribou Highlands townhomes by Lutsen. So far we've all gotten settled and waiting for parents to arrive. Playing wii, making food, and catching up on each others lives.

We will celebrate our "old fashion Christmas" on Saturday evening. Most my siblings will be skiing Friday and Saturday. I will be reading my new book, "The Story of Edgar Sawtell", my pick for the next bookclub in Feb (sometime, have to pick a date).

I plan on taking pics to share with you all later.

And the stockings were hung by the chimney with care!

2008-12-04T18:01:00.003-06:00

We are all decorated for the Christmas and even put up an extra stocking for Baby Gibby! My favorite part (after going into the cold weather, picking up the real tree, messing with the tangled lights, and finding the perfect branch for the ornaments, putting away everything so I can have room for my snowmen, Christmas pictures, and nativity scene) is sitting down with hot cocoa this year, usually its wine, and admiring the lights, the sentimental holiday gifts from years past, and now seeing the beginning of our family displayed in a row over the fireplace.

Very emotional the last couple days, evened out with random mood swings. Poor hubby, he's handling it great but I wouldn't be surprised to find coal in my stocking this year!!

Still feeling great, more and more tired every week. Clothes are starting to get a little snug but I think I can make it til after the holidays to start shopping for clothes.

Ultrasound Day!

2008-11-26T17:48:00.004-06:00

I was on pins and needles all day at work waiting to go to our ultrasound appointment!

I had a tear run down my face as soon as we heard the heartbeat. Can't get the image out of my mind of seeing his/her heartbeat on the screen. Yes, we are only having ONE very wanted baby!! I still feel great and now it all seems more real to us.

Delivery due date got pushed back a few days, our new due date is July 15th. Clomid changes my cycle length so it set us back about 4 days. Haven't decided if I want to change my ticker yet. I have my official first OB appt in two weeks so we'll see then how we are doing. **I really don't want to wait longer than I have to to see our baby!!**

Our tech made it very clear where the baby is in the pic, pretty obvious anyway. At least I don't have to pretend like Racheal did on FRIENDS.

Happy Thanksgiving to all of you taking time to read my blog. Our list of things we are grateful for is long and so precious this year. We wish you all a healthy and hopeful holiday!!

7 Weeks

2008-11-21T19:33:00.005-06:00

Just to show how our little one(s) progressing, here are a few 7-8 week photos of the developement!!

Hand at Day 48

Hand at Day 51

Foot at Day 51

Foot at Day 60

I am truely in awe of what is going on inside and I feel better than I ever have! I hope the rest of this pregnancy goes this wonderfully!

One more week . . .

2008-11-19T13:51:00.002-06:00

I can't wait, one more week til our first ultrasound. Time is going by so slowly but all is good. I feel great!! No morning sickies, still tired and sometimes would give anything for a nap. Right on the floor where I stand even!!

We are approaching our 7 week mark and I am still in awe that we are finally pregnant! Sometimes I forget and then suddenly out of the blue I get this smile on my face and get all giddy again. Jerry looks at me and says "Did you forget again?" So obvious!!

Did I mention my love of tomatoes lately! I have to have V8 veggie juice every day, sometimes twice. I could take a bite out of a raw tomato right now! Pizza sauce, spagetti sauce, salads, anything with tomatoes!!

Baby Gibby's First Present

2008-11-14T14:32:00.003-06:00

Thanks to "Auntie Ali", BG has his/her's first gift.

Thanks to Grandma Patton and Sean, Jess, & Jax for the cards. Its very sweet to know everyone is excited for our new arrival.

All is good here at 6 weeks, no sickies yet.

5 weeks and 6 days . . .

2008-11-13T08:27:00.002-06:00

and all is going good. By noon I get really tired and that lasts just until I go to bed. I mostly feel bad for my clients since I don't seem as talkative, by the time I finish them they are yawning and ready for naps too.

Yesterday I did have a small bout of quesyness, but it didn't stay very long. Now I have crackers and juice stashed everywhere.

After several days of playing phone tag with my OB-GYN we decided to schedule an early ultrasound, Nov 26th at 3:15!! I can't wait, I'm sure I'm only carrying one but Doc wants to make sure since I was on Clomid and the monitored cycle I produced 6follicles. Then if all is suffice she will send me back to my FP Doc.

Tomorrow, as per our current calculations, I will be at 6 weeks and it seems like time is passing really s - l - o - w. As long as everything keeps going well I'm fine with it.

Belated Trick AND Treat

2008-11-06T19:07:00.002-06:00

So when I left off I had just taken a HPT and it was Neg (so I thought). I was on 14DPO so I figured if I was to get a + it would be loud and clear. On Clomid though, my cycles go from 28 days to 32.

Our plans for Halloween were to drive (3.5 hours) to Grand Forks to go out with DH's friends. On the way there we stopped at Taco Johns and went through the drive thru to save time on the trip. Well the second DH carried the bag into the car it smelled aweful. Something wasn't right, DH thought it was fine. I started to eat my potatoe oles, and they were ick!! DH tasted and said they were fine, I still couldn't eat them, ate my tacos but they seemed off too.

Kept driving and by the time we got to our destination I made DH stop at Target. I bought another test and went straight to the ladies room, peed, stuffed all in my purse and went to the car. Checked it in the car and I saw it, that very faint line. I was questioning what I was seeing b/c I wanted to see IT for soooooo long. DH checked and he saw faint line too.

Called my friend Carrie (she's a pro at these tests) and told her what was going on. She instructed my to go to Walmart and get Equate and Clearblue. Done, but then I couldn't pee. Nervous, Anxious Excited, ETC!!!

We all decided to go to the bar and grab a bite and some drinks (virgin bloody mary for me). So finally right before we headed over to the hockey game I grabbed a plastic cup and headed to the ladies room again.

Peed and did both tests, first the Equate with the plus or minus sign and then the Clearblue digital with the words. Checked the Equate first and couldn't see much the lighting wasn't the best and I was sure that I had gotten my hopes up for nothing. Went to pick up the tests and looked at the Clearblue and . . . . PREGNANT!!!! Clear as day that perfect word I had been dreaming of seeing was spelled out for me.

Next morning and all weekend POAS everyday!!! PREGNANT!!!

Monday labs:

Progesterone = 108 (good, don't need suppositories)
HCG beta = 39

Weds labs:

HCG beta = 87 (Great, numbers are doubling)

I have my first OB appt on December 10th!!!

Thank you all for your prayers and support!

First Family Pics

2008-11-05T15:25:00.003-06:00

Digital camera = $99.00
Dental bill for photogenic smiles = $1000.00

Realizing that there are three people in this picture (not including Roscoe) . . .
PRICELESS!!

I know I have some explaining to do, that will be my next post.

A Weekend of Lows and Highs

2008-11-02T16:02:00.002-06:00

The weekend may have started off saddening but improved. I don't have time to update but just be sure to check out this blog for the full story of everything that went on later this week.

TTFN

Boo Hoo

2008-10-31T10:43:00.002-05:00

Today was test day, NEG!

Not much else to say. Sad. Thought we had the best chances this time.

Happy Hauntings for the rest of ya.

Bookclub Night

2008-10-29T11:08:00.002-05:00

Well tonight I am meeting with a bookclub for the first time. Should be fun since I know a few of the ladies (clients), but the book wasn't one I would have picked. It was "Proper Care and Feeding of Husbands", by Dr. Laura.

If you know anything about her, you know she had (has?) a radio talk show and is very controversial. I did agree with a few ideas, such as communication differences of men and women. Men really just want talk about the best play of a "game" and the score, while women tend to go into too much detail and practically review the whole "game" down to the type of shoe the player was wearing. I can definitely relate to that when I talk to DH and mid story his eyes glaze over.

I do disagree with the fact that she is very general in comparing all men alike and all women that complain as selfish. In reading I found her to be very "Old Fashion" and not updated with todays working women, some stay at home dads and also the two career families.

I did read with an open mind, but by the end I skipped the last three chapters when I gave into my own opinions and ignored the voice REMINDING me to keep reading.

Click here to see a funny description of marriage!

Tag, . . .

2008-10-26T18:02:00.004-05:00

if you haven't been tagged by this one and are reading this . . . your it!!

Copy these questions then answer with ONE WORD answers!! Its hard, good luck.

1. Where is your cell phone? hiding
2. Where is your significant other? couch
3. Your hair color? brown-red
4. Your mother? near
5. Your father? far
6. Your favorite thing? cuddling
7. Your dream last night? nothing
8. Your dream/goal? parent
9. The room your in? office
10. Your hobby? work
11. Your fear? barren
12. Where do you want to be in six years? happy
13. Where were you last night? couch
14. What you’re not? ungrateful
15. One of your wish list items? baby
16. Where you grew up? MN
17. The last thing you did? eat
18. What are you wearing? hoodie
19. Your T.V.? HD
20. Your pets? spoiled
21. Your computer? old
22. Your mood? calm
23. Missing someone? Ali
24. Your car? dirty
25. Something you’re not wearing? belt
26. Favorite store? Kohls
27. Your Summer? short
28. Love someone? lots
29. Your favorite color? green
30. When is the last time you laughed? yesterday
31. Last time you cried? AF

I am wanting YOUR opinion.

2008-10-26T11:49:00.002-05:00

Do you think weight is an issue with infertility?

In all the things I've been doing in our TTC efforts there is one that I am having a hard time with. I am overweight, honestly I am about 20lbs away from what I want to be and 40lbs from where I REALLY want to be. I am 5'8", and 190 lbs. MY ideal weight is not "thin" by all means but I would rather reach that goal and maintain than look super model skinny. I carry my weight pretty good, but its the fertility aspect I'm looking at.

I lost 20 lbs on Weight Watchers for my wedding, but of course throughout summer I found every single one!! I need a life changing plan. I am going to start WW again, but I've been saying that for a month already.

Motivation?

A weekend to my self, sort of.

2008-10-26T11:25:00.002-05:00

My DH left early Sat. morning (hunting camp). He is so sweet when he gets worried that I'm alone all weekend. Silly man. I love him but I also love my "me" time.

Saturday I had to work a bit, then I invited my mom to stop in so I could give her a color and haircut. It's the easiest way to pay her back for being such a great mom. Every woman loves a little pampering, lucky me to be in the business!!

My sis, Lori, got dropped off by her BF. She had her 4th ankle surgery about 4 weeks ago and can't put weight on it yet (so no driving either). We all went out for lunch, then shopping. We stopped at Goodwill to piece together my witch (bitch) costume, found a really funky shaul and black skirt. I'll have to remember to take some pics!!

After all that, I relaxed all night with my baby boy (Roscoe, the dog). Would have been nice to include a glass of wine but I'm in my 2WW and can't justify it. For that reason, I also skipped out on meeting Lori and another friend out at the bar. Battle of the Bands was going on, but if any of the bands sucked its not like I could drink to make them sound better.

Today with some anxiety from Roscoe (needed to go out, and wanted to be fed) I got up and went to the store for the Sunday papers. I still like to read the Duluth News Tribune even though I haven't lived there for 8 years, I miss it and like to someway keep in touch. I also get the Grand Rapids Herald Review. Tiny paper but I need to find out what there is to do in this town for the winter. I am not gonna get stuck in the Blahs of Winter!!

Later I'm going to my moms for dinner. She's making lasangna and I can't resist!! So much for my weekend to myself. Jerry is jealous about the lasangna part, so I bring him home a piece (if there is any left).

A little under the weather.

2008-10-20T09:42:00.002-05:00

Haven't been feeling so hot since Sat evening. Stomach cramps and other lower body issues along with slight fever! All I could do on Sunday was lay around in bed, watch TV, and rush to the bathroom all day. No food, did try soda crackers but even that caused me to cramp up, OOwwiee!!

As of Saturday, we are officially in the 2WW of this cycle Don't know if my illness is anything to be concerned about in our TTC efforts, but I tried drinking lots of fluids just in case.

Still a bit of cramping today, so no coffee and still haven't tried to eat yet. Maybe some toast. Have to work at noon today, I think I can suck it up!!

Later!

How do ya like me now?

2008-10-12T16:21:00.003-05:00

I needed a change, usually it would be my hair, but today I decided to give my blog the makeover!! This is what I get when I find new blogs and along with them new ideas!!

Got great news? I do. My friend, Carrie, at Life in the Soupbowl is pregnant!! Yippie, she posted it on her blog and facebook so I felt it was ok to let you here know. This was her second IVF procedure, the first resulted in her now 18 month daughter. Now the suspence is on for "is there one or TWO?".

Carrie was sweet and thoughtful enough to send me the news in a personal email, she knows the pain this news can bring to "infertiles". I am happy for them and really didn't feel much of that ENVY sting because the hope she brings to our situation. Now my prayers are for a smooth pregnancy and healthy delivery!! Congrats Carrie and CJ!!

As for us, I am having some mood swings (blaming on Clomid). I am kind of in limbo . . . not sure if I'm feeling relaxed since we've done this enough times or if I'm feeling that this time just won't work. I should O this week. I have my monthly "Mental Health Day" on Friday complete with a hot stone massage and lunch with a friend.

Listen to the music!!

2008-10-09T18:43:00.005-05:00

Please have your speakers on to learn a little more about me and what I like to listen to. I am quite varied!! I added a playlist to the bottom of my blog so scroll down if you want to take a listen to more songs.

I finally got home on Tuesday from my long weekend in Wisconsin Dells for the "Hair" show. I love going to them . . . lots of excitment, education, and some partying!!

Saturday we arrived in the evening and had a great dinner then settled into our room. Sunday I didn't have classes so I checked out the HUGE outlet mall. Shopping went a little like, one pretty pink sweater for me, one long sleeve T-shirt for DH, one cute top for me, one simple half zipper top for DH, etc. . . Less guilt that way.

Sunday night was the comedian (6 on a scale of 1-10). Then moved to the night club in the resort, they got DJ Christacy from season 1 & 2 of the show "So You Think You Can Dance". Very impressive! and Hunky!! Also had four professional flair bartenders, sucked trying to get a drink though.

Monday was my early day. Shows started at 8:30am and you had to get there early to grab your coffee from the brewhouse and get a good seat.

First up was Paul Mitchell. Shows are almost like mini concerts. Awesome music, very exciting, lots of action!! They had 5 platform artists and about 12 models. Vibrant color trends still making the scene.

Next was Brocato, with Sam Brocato (owner and creator) of this amazing professional line. He is an incredable man, 1976 opened first salon,1982 named World's Top Fashion Hairstylist (London), 1986 "Beautiful Business" Best Seller, etc, etc, etc, and still on top with his product line and salons all with only an 8th grade education.

Goldwell with Color Trends of '08

And my favorite event of the day was from Sexy Hair. Sorry no pics since I was too involved and they move around so much you really can't capture much.

But I am super excited and back into my work again with a renewed outlook and recharged creative edge. Any volunteers???

Clomid #3

2008-10-05T16:36:00.002-05:00

I start my 3rd round of Clomid tonight. I really hope threes a charm, but then if its not then we are on to something else . . . IUIs! Not sure how I feel about heading into the next chapter of IF but for now I will leave it alone.

I'm currently at a "Hair" convention in Wisconsin Dells. I will update when I get home on Tues evening. But I love the resort we are staying at!!

Bad Mood . . . Take a Hike, Literally!

2008-09-30T19:00:00.006-05:00

It always amazes me how much a good long walk (or hike) can really make the difference in your attitude. Its so hard to be miserable when you are surrounded by so much beauty (and fresh air). Its so easy to be distracted in the woods, I'm sure in the dark you really get distracted by it!!

Here are a few pics I snapped when we took Roscoe to Soumi Hills for a nice little HOUR long jont!!

Crabby Crappy!!

2008-09-23T18:45:00.004-05:00

My word of the day, the only thing I can think of to describe how much of a funk I'm in these last two days. No real reason, but nothing has worked to change my mood. So my plan is to just ride it out!!

Poor Hubby!!

On the other hand I want to say I am super excited and put all of my good vibes into my friend Carrie. They are primed for their IVF egg donor transfer!! Thursday is the donors retrieval, then from there they will transfer embryos on Sun (3day) or Tues (5day). She is over at "Life in the Soupbowl" if you want to follow!! Add your prayers too!

))) Good Vibes (((

Later (when I'm out of my funk)!!

DHEA miracle or hype??

2008-09-17T17:35:00.004-05:00

I'm not sure how much I've mentioned about DHEA. I started taking it just over a month ago (August 11th to be exact). The research I've found on it says it takes about 4 months for it to really be effective due to egg production (development starts 3 months prior to ovulation). I also started taking fish oil for my Omega-3, since I don't eat much in that department.

I have not mentioned taking DHEA to my doc since I haven't seen her since our first round of clomid. DHEA is an over-the-counter supplement, but may ask her about getting a prescription, depending on her views of it. I plan on making an appt or calling IF (positive thinking) my next cycle begins. I have a few thoughts/questions I would like to go over before for my third/last round of Clomid.

I'm taking 25mg three time a day (75mg total). Some of the research and studies I've read states anywhere from 25mg to 150mg daily. I decided on 75 since it was a happy medium and it was listed as protcol for one study I found.

Side effects: One that really stands out is mild headaches but that is normal since it supposedly increases estrogen=headaches. I figured that out on Clomid too!! The other thing I've noticed is *TMI to follow* increased cervical mucus. Not a bad thing at all!! I'm not as HUNGRY lately either . . . BONUS!

Here are a couple of the websites I've found:

www.centerforhumanreprod.com/premature_ovaries.html

www.ingentaconnect.com/content/oup/humrep/2000/00000015/00000010/art02129

Feel free to send me any comments or thoughts you have.

My Garden . . .

2008-09-15T16:18:00.000-05:00

A moment of silence . . .

2008-09-11T14:03:00.002-05:00

for all the men, women and children who lost their lives 7 years ago today in the WTC, Shankville, and Pentegon terrorist attacks. That day is still clear in my mind. What I felt when I first heard about the first plane, then listening to all the updates throughout the morning. I was at work giving a permanent to a client and all I wanted to do was call all of my friends and family. I knew no one personally involved but such a tragedy reminds you of how quick loved ones can be gone forever.

MUSHY STUFF:
To all of you reading this, I love you all and hope to see you soon.

*silence*

The B*tch is Back!

2008-09-06T16:00:00.002-05:00

Cycle Day 1. I am amazed at the hope I always seem to have during the two week wait. I convince myself that every cycle I am one step closer to our miracle of conceiving our child. I go over all the positives . . no blockage, DH has great sperm count, I ovulate normal without drugs (textbook 28-29 day cycles), produce lots of follicles when on meds, I don't smoke, rarely drink (not much when I do), I'm otherwise healthy (could lose a few pounds), no allergies, have tons of education now on my cycle and body, vitamins, eating better, getting sleep, relaxation and meditation up the a**, working out. . . you name it I'm working on it. Even last night when I started spotting I gave myself a pep talk:

*The time isn't right, perfection takes time. You need one more month to enjoy without morning sickness, worries of miscarriage, getting finances in better standing, one last glass of wine, losing a couple more pounds for a healthier pregnancy. Your still young, lots of women don't start IVF until 36-40. Don't worry we aren't even at the two year mark. Lots of other treatments to try, add the HCG shot on the next clomid cycle, then three cycles of IUI, then we still have IVF. It will happen*

I got up, took my advil (cramps!!), and went to work, made a trip to Walmart, went to lunch with DH, put stuff away, laid down and bawled!! I almost made it without crying my eyes out this time. Damn tears snuck up on me. Why did I think I could handle it any better this time?

Tomorrow I will pick my self up again, by the end of this week I will be thinking about trying one more month, I will ovulate, and another two week wait begins. Hope is reborn.

I know the strength is not mine.

2008-09-03T09:15:00.008-05:00

I guess I've been slacking a bit. Still trying not to spend too much time on my computer but between bills online, mine and others blogs, email, iphone music and apps, and of course Facebook, it's hard!!

Last weekend we went to the cities and spent some time with my sis Lori, her BF Tim, and my nephew Zak. Also sis Kelly and BF Pat made it over to join us at the Reneisance Festival. We had and great time . . .

Kelly and Zak

Zak and his "Must Have" Turkey Leg

Zak and his crossbow

As you can see we love having our nephew along. Pretty good kid and doesn't ask for much.

On Sunday we were at my Dad and Steph-moms for a BBQ. I really didn't get many pics with so much going on but here are a couple . . .

Dad's Fruit Tree

My Parents new puppy Tessa (5 months old)

We got home on Monday afternoon after picking Roscoe up from his other grandparents (mom and Den). Oh, how I missed him!! I managed to hold off the check-in calls until Monday morning. Boy do we need to have children!!

We got our information packet regarding adoption, i only read a small part of it and set it aside. We are not truely giving up on TTC, but I thought that refocusing our efforts might help the anxiety. Its not working. Reading our chances of adopting a baby is pretty slim. Mostly what they talk about are kids that are currently in the system but have physical, social, and/or emotional problems. It makes me sad but also scared. I feel aweful wanting a baby, but unsure of taking a child with problems I wouldn't be prepared for. I haven't been able to pick up the adoption stuff since. My concern is that adoption takes time and the longer we wait we may miss many opportunities. There is a 2 hour introduction class, and lots of paperwork to fill out. Then the next 16 hour class is October 2 & 3. I need to give it some more time and thought.

New News

2008-08-27T16:55:00.002-05:00

Early this week I joined Facebook. Thanks to my Steph-mom (not a type-o, thats my nickname for her), she joined and then for me to see her profile I had to join then I seen everyone else on there that I lost contact with and now I'm addicted. Even put pics on there and filled out cheesy "All About Me" stuff!! I will never seem to disconnect for modern technology!! Oh Well!!

Another thing that's new has to do with the babymaking part of our life. DH and I have talk about how things are going and have decided to start looking into the adoption process. Lucky us, I have a client that is in the adoption field and, even luckier for us, she was in today and said she could help us get started. I don't know how this is going to go yet emotionally, but so far I have a good feeling that makes this option worth checking out.

Sunday Inspirations

2008-08-24T10:50:00.004-05:00

Inspirational Quotes

Tuesday thoughts.

2008-08-19T17:57:00.003-05:00

Wow! Tuesday already!! I have to say I've enjoyed it, kind of took a half day off for a "mental health" day. I went in and did a couple of clients, 11AM I had a wonderful full body massage (thanks to DH), and followed that with a light lunch with my preggo friend Kate! Sometimes its nice to hear her bitch about being pregnant (I'm evil). Then I went back to work for one more client. Now I'm home catching up on emails, etc. DH is out fishing with a buddy and text me to let me know he'll be home later, no problem, more time with myself to enjoy. I'm sure he's happy too!!

This second cycle of clomid is going well like the first. Nothing different, currently feeling like I have two grapefruits in my lower abdomine. Kind of uncomfortable but not painful. Should be in the 2ww soon. Mood is even, not excited about this cycle, but still have some hope though not much. Just go with it, nothing else to do. Prayers are welcome.

Finally . . .

2008-08-10T11:06:00.002-05:00

I got them to go through!! How funny it is to wait for an instant idea of what your children might look like. Aren't they cute!! Now I really can't make up my mind on which I would rather have, a Gigget or a Gibby?!?! *Not their real names*

My new sweet baby - Gigget!

2008-08-10T11:05:00.001-05:00

What do you think about my little new baby Gigget?
MakeMeBabies.com - What will your baby look like?

My new sweet baby - Gibby!

2008-08-10T10:55:00.001-05:00

What do you think about my little new baby Gibby?
MakeMeBabies.com - What will your baby look like?

Babymaking Babble

2008-08-07T19:37:00.003-05:00

I know I have a life lesson in this babymaking journey but I just want to know what level in this "game" am I on?? I think I'm stranded on the Emotionally Frustrated level. Sunday night I knew I was expecting AF, didn't even try testing this month. I figured since we were taking a break I would go with the flow, and AF I found. I was the most upset this time more than any other month. I cried my self to sleep in the spare room since DH went to bed before me and was already snoring in la la land (I was sooo jealous).

I think what really upset me is that I finally relaxed this time and forgot about charting and thinking about babies, feeling a pregnancy, deciding on cloth diapers (yes), looking at safe strollers, car seats, nursery furniture, what it would be like going on family vacations, first day of school, starting a college fund, etc. Ok, back on track. I had gotten through a month without dreaming, and what did that get me . . . not pregnant. I was so upset I actually thought of giving up totally and then I realized something more scary than not being pregnant, not knowing what to do with my life if I couldn't be a mom!!

*I'm crying just typing this*

I cried at that thought til I fell asleep.

When I woke up Monday morning with puffy eyes I still felt awful. DH made me coffee and I went to my Chiro for my appt. Seeing that I was suffering more than "Monday Blues" we talked about research he had been doing on our situation. I blubbered a bit at how much he is putting into this and a few tissues later we decided to keep doing adjustments, looking into supplements to add to mine and DH's diet (more omega-3, fish oils). Went home and got a hug and kisses from the DH and told him the plan.

Tuesday AF made her grand entrance, I always spot a few days before. Emotionally back to normal and going with the plan to relax and limit the baby thoughts. Working on getting me out of the house and back in to shape to reduce stress. I used to LOVE to workout and I want to feel that way again!!

Thanks Carrie, for the letting me know about SparkPeople.com. I find it super motivating and keeps me in check with fitness, diet, and activities to keep going!!

Weds - I felt even better and ready to do make some more changes, joining a gym! Not officially, just a 1 week trial! Plus picked up my prescription for Clomid. Yep, cycle #2 with Clomid (and Chiro, relaxing, working out). Too much, we'll see.

Thurs - Started Clomid, and bought new shoes . . . for the gym!! Also down loaded a new book "The Shack" and some more meditation podcasts!! Yeah!!

Final note before I sign off to this post, I found a website that combines pictures of you and your partner and shows you what your child would look like (makemebabies.com) and so I thought how cool and I tried it. After finding the right pics and setting it up I was ready to process it, pushed process button, and got this message: Sorry, our server is overloaded and cannot process your baby, please try again tomorrow, thank you for your patience.

Negative Thought: I can't even make a digital baby!!
Positive Thought: Must be one heck of a beautiful baby if we can't even see a preview!!

Another weekend, here and gone!!

2008-08-03T21:39:00.003-05:00

I've had a good and busy weekend. Worked late on Friday night so I didn't feel guilty taking another Saturday off. Drove to Sebeka, MN with my sis, Lori, her BF Tim, and my nephew Zak. My cousin Jody and her daughter Melissa were visiting from San Bernadeno, CA to celebrate Melissa graduation from Cajon High School!! It was great to see lots of my rellies from my moms side and already looking forward to the family reunion next June!!

Woke up at 7am this morning, packed up and enjoyed coffee with my aunt and uncle before heading home.

Took a wonderful (much needed) nap as soon as I got home. Crabby was understated at this time. Woke up, took shower, got ready, and headed to SIL for a family gathering. Great food, tried red cake for the first time and unfortunatly LOVED IT!! Thanks MIL, Sally!!

Now home and ready for bed after this update. Will try to inject some excitement next time, for now I just have pics . . .

Below are a few of the amazing things I have been able to grow this summer (the amazing part is that they are still alive).

Here are some cute pics of my Aunt Gloria and Uncle Darrlys dog Sparky!! What a trooper, he loved the hat and posed perfectly for the camera. If only Roscoe would be so easy I would have billions of pics of him!!

It's been too long!

2008-07-29T20:00:00.002-05:00

Wow! Time sure flies, between working and actually getting outside I don't seem to have time to spend on the computer like I normally do!! LOVE IT, but I also need my dose of blogs and email every now and then.

I'd like to thank my friend Carrie for her comments, anyone who checks out this blog can leave them too. Just click on "comments" and the site will tell you how.

Went camping again last weekend at Northland Lodge. I will give it two stars, only because of the pool and the company we had (Mom, Den, Zak, Barb and Gordy). The lot we had was right under the pole light and shared with an old, no-longer-in-use outhouse. Oh, don't let me forget the greeting we got from the owner and other campers warning us about the BEARS! One guy told us how they had to "put one down" because it came through often in daylight. It followed a lady to her RV and scratch up the door!! I have to remind you that we were tenting it, so not much protection!!

Roscoe again had a blast. Anytime he can be outside without a leash and roam with other people and meet new dog friends he's happy. Plus he went fishing and played tons of fetch at the lake!!

More later, will have time on Sunday to upload more pics then!!

I am NOT a morning person . . .

2008-07-16T09:54:00.002-05:00

Well good morning, for those of you who know me you also know that I am NOT a morning person!! I can get up early, but only capable of holding my cup of coffee and watching updates on CNN, maybe the Today or Good Morning shows.

Well today not only was I up early, but in a meeting at 7AM!!! To add to this I also had to introduce myself to people I barely knew and speak somewhat intellectually as I gave a 60 speech (commercial for mine and Scotts businesses) off the top of my head. My friend and Chiro (Scott) is the president of BNI (networking organization) and called me last night to ask if I could sub for him today since his mother was having surgery today. How could I say no . . . EASILY, if he hadn't mentioned "mother" and "surgery". So that is what lead me to my early morning . . . and my ability to post a current update on my blog. Not much else I want to do other than go back to bed, which I wont be able to sleep due to the coffee grounds I still have lodged in my teeth. No, I didn't really eat it straight just SERIOUSLY thought about it!!

I spent part of my night last evening pureeing zuccine, summer squash, and sweet potatoes due to the cookbook I recently purchased. Also managed to write down a hugh grocery list so that tonight I can start making some receipes for our adventure into eating healthier and hopefully edible foods!! All is going well so far, slight damage to steamer pot that I'm sure a good soak and scrub will cure. Note to all new to steaming, check water levels often!! The whole house smelled like burnt sweet potatoes and I was only prepping!! Lesson learned.

My friend Carrie at Life in the Soupbowl recommended another cookbook that I will be purchasing next called "Hungrey Girl". Let me know if any of you have or heard of it!!

Well, I will now be on my way to work with much accomplished for this day already!!

It's Sunday evening already?!?!

2008-07-13T20:09:00.002-05:00

Weekends go by soooo fast, but at least I can say we enjoyed it!!

Our original plan was to head for the Cities on Friday after work for Gabe's Gopher Invitational Baseball Tournament, but with the bad storms heading that way DH made the call to go directly to Hayward for our camping portion of the weekend.

I'm glad DH made the decision, cuz if you didn't realize he is a baseball (Gabe's career) freak!! Very supportive and lives to watch any and all games!!

Anyways, had a relaxing weekend of eating, catching up with my Dad and Steph, shopping, and watching the weather channel (seriously for the whole night on Friday). Had an exciting night riding out the remaining part of the storm in a camper, we survived.

Got a tip from Steph about a cookbook I should get, and that obviously led to picking it up right away at Barnes and Noble in Duluth. It's Deceptively Delicious, by Jessica Seinfeld, and since I don't cook very often and nothing that is considered nutritious I though it would be a place to start. I started reading it on the way home and it is my kind of cookbook. Very smart ideas about pureed food and hiding your veggies in your meals. Also, its very step by step including lists. I like lists!!

No kids yet to make them "eat your vegetables", but a DH that would benefit from the meals and get me one step closer to trophy wife status!! I'm planning on trying some receipes out this week (even got DH to buy me a Magic Bullet, I've always wanted one). I'll update later in the week.

On the Babymaking front, got a call from Doc's nurse and my progesterone levels are back to normal. Doc said we were all clear to start Clomid again, but we decided to take this cycle off. We aren't against it, just think we will put it on the back burner for at least a cycle or two. I didn't realize til this week how moody and irritated I was with all the hormones going through me.

The only thing I'm doing is taking our chiropractors advice . . . don't do anything, except relax. That means no temping, doing CM checks, OPKs, or charting!! So far it's been easy. . . surprisingly. I am going in to see my chiro more often, he thinks being adjusted regularly will help since my job puts my body out of whack. So to create the best situation we will keep my body in check (maybe eating better will help too). Thankfully I trust Scott and we trade services so I won't be out anything.

Hopefully I'll check in before next weekend, that seems to be a hard goal to accomplish for me. We'll see if this is the week!! Take Care All!!

Latest in our Babymaking Quest

2008-07-07T09:23:00.002-05:00

I totally forgot that the few that read this are wondering how this babymaking process is going for us. Not good.

I had my progesterone levels checked on CD21 (week after ovulation) and I got a call from my Doc's nurse last Weds and she just told me it was high and that I should test the next morning (Thurs, July 3). Kind of excited but I know better than to get my hopes up. So being the seeker of too much knowledge in this babymaking quest, I decided to look up online what the normal range for progesterone was and what was considered high levels. Not knowing what my number was I looked at all the possible levels people have had. The normal range for not pg to early pg was 5-30, anything above 14 being a good number. Did see outragous numbers of 200 in women who had been on high doses of clomid for 3-6 months.

Tested Thurs morning and I had prepared myself for the negative on the HPT, and it was negative. I called the nurse to let her know, and asked her finally what my level was . . . 500!! Apparently I responded very well to Clomid.

I talked to the nurse to ask what that really meant but she just said I have to go in for a recheck on my progesterone Day 3 of my next cycle. I guess to see that it goes back to normal.

We decided to take this next cycle off and wait to talk to my Doc after the new labs. Actually looking forward to a cycle with no temping or testing or worrying or wondering!?!?

I'm still waiting for AF, temps have dropped and I know she is just around the corner (today or tomorrow).

Oh, a camping we will go!!

2008-07-05T16:23:00.007-05:00

We left on Thurs evening after a long day at work. Had planned on staying until Sunday morning but change in plans and we came home today, which I didn't mind cuz I forgot how devilish those mosquitoes can be!! TRANSFUSION, please!

I'm still getting used to remembering that I have a brand new camera/video recorder (yep I forgot it)!! But with todays modern conveniences they come standard on your phones, even if the "phone" itself doesn't get reception. I also found out how easy it is to take 'em and just email 'em to myself!! Thanks Apple!! Moral of the story . . . if I am ever attacked by a bear or other wild animal, my cries for help will arrive graphically by email. Please forward to emergency services and park rangers, they should be able to track my phone's GPS for approximate location of my remains.

Well here's our wonderful tent we received from sis Kelly for our wedding shower. Thanks again Kelly, we love it!

This is our scenic view . . . beautiful.

Another look outside.

Hubby relaxing . . .

And yet another beautiful view, the only thing you can't see is the billions and trillions of mesquitoes flying around!!

Mom and Denny relaxing . . .

Roscoe relaxing . . . in between fighting off the bugs!!

No pics of me, everyone was too busy . . . ?! I don't mind, not at my best without a shower!!

Sunny Sunday!

2008-06-29T21:34:00.005-05:00

Today was a great summer day!!

I woke up this morning and my DH had made me coffee, then relaxed a bit before offically starting my day. Headed to my house to meet my mom so we could work on some of the painting, cleaning, and lawn mowing stuff. Came home to take the best shower ever (always the best after a hard days work, right!). Went to our nephew Gabe's championship game, which they won the whole tournment with five straight wins!! Went to dinner with the in-laws, shopped at Target, and finally home to catch you up on my fullfilling, and plain Sunday.

Also want to say "Congratulations!" to Gabe for being Duluths Player of the Year!! We are all so happy and proud! They did a hugh article in the paper that took up most of the front sports page!!!

In other updates, here are the pics of our newly decorated bedroom. Still clean enough for me to take pictures and new enough for me to still love it!!

I'll try to update sooner this week since we will be camping on the 4th and then working on the house when we get back on Sunday again.

Take care!!

How 'bout a Quickie!

2008-06-22T22:35:00.002-05:00

Not that kind! Here is just a quick update. If you checked out my chart you will notice that I ovulated on Thurs. (thats the red vertical line on my chart) and am currently in the 2ww (two week wait). I am actually enjoying it this time since:
A) Busy getting my "Thank Yous" done and in the mail soon!
B) Working on my house so that we can possibly get it sold before I have to pay for heat this winter!!
C) This is actually the most relaxing part of my cycle, no worring about when to take meds, temp, pee on something (OPKS)!! Just wait! AAHHhhh!

I was really excited to see my BFF Ali on Sat for the Land of the Loon Festival, but she had an aweful morning. Going out to her car that morning she noticed that her tires had be slashed, not just her car though . . . the whole block had its tires slashed!! How horrible, we had this planned for months!!

Today my DH and I worked on my house all day. Glad to say we got alot done, but still lots to do. I'll sleep good tonight for sure!!

I'll post more later this week! Hope we are all off to a great summer and good health!!

Lots to catch up on!!

2008-06-17T19:46:00.004-05:00

Happy belated Fathers Day to all! Sorry I don't have pics yet, I do have video of my dad with Zoey from over the weekend, just haven't gotten to that part in my instruction manual.

Next post to come is pics of our new bedroom, while its still clean.

OK, now the good stuff . . .
Had my Follicle Study Ultrasound today. I have to say "I LOVE MY NEW DOCTOR" she is awesome. Her looks remind me of Dr. ???? (I forgot her name, older blonde surgeon, kisses Kaley at the end of the last season) on Greys Antomy but younger, and she has a great sense of humor! Well the first good news is that my 4cm cyst on the left is still only 4cm. Thats good and means that it is uneffected by the Clomid. Second good news is that on the left along side the 4cm cyst I have TWO mature follicles, yeah. Third good news was the funny part, my Doc almost screamed she was so suprised when she zoomed to the right side. I have THREE (possibly four, one was hiding) mature follicles!! WOWWIE!! Normally they take the total number of follicles and divide them by 2 and that is the possible number of babies we COULD have if all works right. This gives us very good odds and my Doc said that she is pretty positive we will become pregnant sometime in the next three cycles since I responded so well to the clomid this time.

On another note, I'm currently reading a new book. I had to buy it after staying up till midnight one evening watching Oprah. She's good. "You Can Heal Your Life" , by Louise L. Hay. Just another one about positive thinking, kind of like "The Secret". I don't necessarily agree that you can heal cancer but I like the mantras and techniques to reprograming your thinking for better outcomes. What can it hurt?!?

My guinea pig, my muse! Notice I will be posting random photos now since I need to find new subjects to master my new camera!! The last one will show just how desperate I am!!

Here is my newest success . . . RADISHES!! From our very own garden!! They were delicious and I have two different produces under my belt. The first is tomatoes from last year!! Two small steps for us, and soon one giant savings at the grocery store, ya right!

Just a quick update . . .

2008-06-11T21:50:00.002-05:00

Talked to my Doc today and I will be having my Follicle Study Ultrasound on Tues, June 17th (Next week). Doc will be doing the task herself so I am happy to get to know her a little better. From there I find out if I will be getting the HCG shot and when my next appointment to check my progesterone levels will be.

I have been looking into other blogs lately and will hopefully be compiling some as a list on my blog. I notice that alot of bloggers do this and its a great way to promote specific issues, topics, and interests. Love IT!!

Also coming soon . . . pics from my new camcorder (Thanks Dad and Steph!). I may even have a video to show off!!

Take care everyone and stay tuned!!

I can't seem to get going . . . Monday!!

2008-06-09T22:19:00.002-05:00

I am so trying to give up my morning coffee!! I gave up pop/soda no problem, started that for my new years resolution! I have had a can on occasion, but can never finish and I get an upset stomach in about 10 minutes. BUT my coffee is my morning luxury! I look forward to getting out of my comfy warm bed just for a cup with a little flavored creamer! I am an addict! Today I truely made an effort, even had my special tea out and ready to make, but I decided on water for todays ultrasound. I was so groggy and out of sorts that I actually took a nap!! Finally had to go to work and I made it til 3pm when I broke down and had to get a capp/coffee and the market!! Its amazing stuff, I felt like I could do anything and had energy and motivation. I can't BE without it!!

So back to the ultrasound, I was told to drink 40 oz. an hour before my ultrasound. I did, got to my appt. 15 mins early with my recommended FULL bladder. My appt was at 10:15am they finally called my name at 10:35!!

The tech started with the regular lower abdominal ultrasound, since the new Doc wanted a thorough check on everything (uterus, and both ovaries). That went well, I was allowed to get up and PEEEEEEEEEE! OOOOoooohhhhhhhhhHHHH . . . . that was the best part of my morning!! Then I had to have the vaginal ultrasound for a more personal and detailed examination of whats going on down there. It is very interesting, especially when the tech asks "Do you want to insert the wand or should I???" Don't get asked that everyday, so I had to think about it. Contemplating the fact that I knew I could do it, but professionally isn't it her job to just take charge, is she afraid to do it wrong, its probably more comfortable if she does it since I would have to hunch over and find my way through the sheet thats covering me, and then how do I hand it off to her? what's the etiquet here?? In the end I just asked her to do it. All went well and unoffically the cyst on my left side is still there averaging 4cm, the same as the last two ultrasounds. I will hopefully find out more tomorrow when my Doc is in. I will be set up for another ultrasound (vaginal) probably next Tues. to count follicles!! This weekend I start doing my OPKs the check for the LH surge (usually postive on CD12, next Tues).

I'll be posting pics later this week of our NEW and IMPROVED bedroom that I painted, organized and decorated last week when DH was out of town. Its like our little version of While You Were Out. I get all the say and no hassles, DH gets a nice suprise and then cleans up my mess. Works well! It's moments like these that I love the fact he is an obsessive/compulsive cleaner (not diagnosed, just my opinion).

I"ll find out who's reading my blog now!

2008-06-06T20:16:00.002-05:00

It's time to let you in on the future plans of Mr. and Mrs. Gilbert.

As I posted back in a prior entry, since we are newlyweds the question has been "Are you going to have children? and When?" I have been vague in my answers but now I"ll level with you. I talked it over with the DH (dear husband) and got the okay to update those who read this blog.

The answer is "Yes, we would like to have children." Now its a matter of when. It hasn't been lack of effort, we actually have been trying and are currently on our 14th cycle.

Timeline:
FEB 2007 - Dr. check up and started prenatal vits.

APRIL 2007 - 1st month trying

NOVEMBER 2007 - HSG (procedure that injects dye into uterus and tubes, while x-rayed, to check for abnormalities or blockages) All clear, very interesting to watch also. DH also had SA (semen analysis) done and very good, super sperm!! He's very proud.

MAY 2008 - New OB/GYN. Previous Doc moved back to hometown and took my time finding my new one. Really like HER, first time having a female Doc. Talked about our next step and I have been placed in the "unexplained infertility" category. May be due to 4cm cyst I have had on my left ovary for at least the last two years.

Now it is JUNE 6,2008 and we are all set up for our first cycle using CLOMID!! Normally used to treat people with irreg. cycles or random ovulation. I have neither, pretty "textbook" cycles and with temping and using OPKs (ovulation predictor kits) the doc and I are sure I'm Oing. This will hopefully up my chanced of conceiving, with only a ten percent chance of twins, one percent of triplets. I can deal with that, DH not so much. He tends to look flushed and feel faint when I bring up the topic of multiples!!

Now TMI (too much information) may follow . . .

I got my period today!! Yippie. Yes, kind of excited since we have everything set up for this cycle. I will start taking my Clomid on cycle day 3 (Sun), then on Mon I have a vaginal ultrasound. Since I have that cyst and a new doctor we need to get a baseline size because this medication causes cysts and/or current ones to enlarge. I will be monitored very close during the cycle so that I don't end up with emergency surgery which would be necessary if the cyst grows to large and the weight causes my tube/ovary to twist. Painful and requires removal of ovary.

If you really want to get an insight of this cycle I have my chart online at:

www.fertilityfriend.com/home/19be1c

Abbreviations: CD= cycle day, BD= baby dancing (sex), CM= cervical mucus, OPK= ovulation predictor kits, green highlighted areas= possible ovulation days, red highlighted areas= possible arrival of Aunt Flow, the rest is pretty self explainatory.

Well, wish us luck and keep us in your prayers!!

No carbs, No pictures!

2008-05-28T19:36:00.002-05:00

Ya, I know it doesn't make much sense to you but I'll explain. . . .

I am currently getting ready for our wedding reception (Sat, the 31st) and I am trying to maintain my figure, and of course, I'm staying away from "CARBS". I only have three more days to go after I make it through tonight. I can do it if I stay away form the TV, every commercial is food, bad Bad BAD food. Dairy Queen, Wendy's, Red Lobster, and my fav - Pizza Hut!!

Well since I can't have carbs, you can't see any new pictures. Darn - I know. I have my addictions and you have yours (to see my random pics). Just kidding. In all honesty I have nothing new and nothing incrimiating from past ones. Will correct that with the upcoming reception. Look out, and remember to smile!!

Dreaming . . .

2008-05-19T20:19:00.002-05:00

This is one more example of the things I love about computers and the internet. I can be anyone and anywhere I would like with just punching some keys!!

I have to try harder to keep up with postings but other than getting ready for the reception coming up in less than 2 weeks I don't have much to write about.

I would really hope to get a new camera soon, maybe even one to take videos. I would be able to put more updates on here in more interesting ways. Once again there are sooooo many possibilities!!

Mother-in-Law Mother's Day Wish!

2008-05-11T14:33:00.002-05:00

I realized being married I have to add the new "moms" in my life. I am so happy and grateful for all of my new additions! I don't have pics of them yet but in time if they sign the release form (JK-there's no form) I will post them!!

Kim- My new SIL, I am so happy you live so close and I look forward to many evenings grilling outside with you and your fam, watching baseball whether its one of Gabes games or on the outdoor TV.

Teresa- SIL, I always run into you so many places if it wasn't for our neighbor setting me and Jer up, I'm sure we would have found a connection in you down the road eventually.

Tammy- SIL, We've hung out a few times in the earlier times of mine and Jers connection, and I look forward to finding the time to do it again.

Emily and Gretchen- You are two of the most beautiful moms I know, and you passed it on to your children!!

Sally - (MIL) My new mom! For you I have a poem . . .

To My Mother-in-Law (my other Mother)

You are the mother I received

The day I wed your son,

And I just want to thank you, Mom,

For the loving things you've done.

You've given me a gracious man

With whom I share my life.

You are his lovely mother,

And I, his lucky wife.

You used to pat his little head,

And now I hold his hand.

You raised in love a little boy

And then gave me the man.

~poem by Judy Nilson

Actual Mother's Day 2008!

2008-05-11T14:02:00.002-05:00

I posted my wishes to all the "moms" in my life last night, premature but I wanted to fit it in. I had plans this morning. Getting up early and making brunch for the local "moms". I really enjoyed playing Martha . . . decorating, creating inviting atmosphere, cooking/baking, cleaning, and drinking loads of Dunkin Doughnuts coffee!!

Everything was edible (most worried about . . . had visions of sending people to ER with food poisoning! No calls yet, whew!!)

My mom, sis, and grandma Betty made it over with stepdad, nephew, and sis BF. Missed were Stephmom (not typo, don't like sound of "step"), SIL Jess, step sis Jen, and grandma Mae and Donna!! You were thought of and missed!!

Of course, being a newlywed the subject was brought up as to when "I" would be celebrated on this day. I don't mind the question, in fact I always ask friends and clients in the same stage of life that very question.

It was easy to answer that before, I had an out . . . "ask me when I'm married." It worked for a while until I realized my parents were getting anxious for more grandchildren. They started responding . . ."you don't need to have a ring on that finger to get pregnant!"

So here I am at 34 and newly married. Finding a response to that question is getting harder and the details of when or if are not on the table yet. As now, I have a DH (dear husband) to consult with before I blab or blog to everyone our decision. I can tell you we are not pregnant and the rest will of the story will reveal as time passes.

So on this Mother's Day I'm sending everyone a special thoughts as I enjoy the moments of quiet and watch my shows on TV since DH is away fishing for the weekend!!

Happy Mother's Day!!

2008-05-10T22:19:00.005-05:00

Here's to all the moms out there!! I hope your day if full of relaxation and appreciation for the other 363 days out of the year you are taken for granted!!

One way to save the environment . . .

2008-05-03T22:05:00.001-05:00

Funny Videos

Our Honeymoon!

2008-05-02T21:44:00.020-05:00

Here are some pics from our Honeymoon. I waited 34 years to see Universal Studio and SeaWorld. I only added a few since I'm sure you can only handle so much of someone else's vacation photos. Especially when they are in weather much nicer than ours currently. Oh well, we always have memories . . . to a certain age.

If we could only go back. Disney, . . . HERE I COME!! (someday)

This blogging thing rocks!!

2008-04-27T23:14:00.003-05:00

Wow! I am so in awe of what you can do on the computers nowadays!! I hope you all like my presentation for the wedding pics. Its taken me a little while to figure things out but the creative possiblities are endless!

I have more pics on the way!

Check out my Slide Show!

2008-04-27T23:12:00.001-05:00

Just the beginning . . .

2008-04-26T19:52:00.003-05:00

First posting . . . and already speechless.

Hoping to use this blog as a way to keep in touch better with you my friends and family. Your feedback is appreciated.

I'm surprised I have time right now to start this but I really think it will be fun. Please bear with me as I figure out all the quirks and novelties.